Monday, October 23

ading jayson




iddi oct 21.aldaw nga inur uray ko para iti maykaddwa nga agbirthday kadagidiay TALLO nga mahal ko unay nga kaduak ittoy balay.isuna ket nasingpet nga anak nga naragsak iti magulang na iti kinapintas na iti pinagbasa na.nangangatu nga grades nga ipakpakita na.isuna ket mapagmahal la unay iti kakabsaT NA.nu adday kailangan da ket matulungan na basta kaya na. isuna ket naragsak nga kadkadua iti kakasinsin na ken gagayyem na. isuna ket iti kabsat ko nga bunso.ni JAYSON.

iddi 0ct 22 nasakit iti nakem ko nu haan ko man lang maikkan isuna iti uray bassit mman lang nga salo salo idiay balay. isu nga iti inubrak nagluto nak itibassit nga handa na.ken haan nga maawan iti cake nga kaykayat na.tiramisu.naragsak nga rabii.nabnabsog iti bassit nga nilutok ken nabarbatek la unay iti kinaadu ti arak.hahaha

salamat rhea.salamat mon.ken salamat manang.ken agitti umay nga nagpasaya iti birthday ni adding ko jayson.


happy birthday manen ADING JAYSON!


love lots,
ate sarah

Sunday, October 8

umuna



inyan.agsasaruno iti agbirthday .hehe nagadun iti agitreat kanya kon.aysus.tataba nga lalo nu kastoy laeng.hahaha ssssh! seryoson.

tatta october tallo kadagidiay importante nga tao iti agbirthday.tallo nga kakaduak ditoy balay sta mesa.tallo nga lalaki.tallo nga nakakulkulit.tallo nga nagpigsa nga mangan.tallo nga puro porma ub-ubraen da.tallo nga adda amin gf na. tallo nga nagsasadut ta siak iti tagaluto da nu awan ni manang.tallo nga sweet da unay kanyak nga manang da. tallo nga napuspos unay iti pagadal da.tallo nga nalaing agay ayam iti basketball.at syempre, NAGAGWAPO DA.apu la unayen aya.haha

Dsc00008 ni ading ko nga eric.isu na iti maysa. umuna nga agbirthday kadakanyada nga tallo.attoy nga kasinsin ko iti kasingpetan kanya da nga tallo. nalpasen iti birthday na.idi oct. 4 pay.ngem idi rabii mi nga icinelebrate ta inuydak nga nagawid ditoy balay mi sta mesa.idiay dampa kame nga napan it paranaque..idiay ket nagdinner kame.kadua mi iti gf na nga ni loan, tas da jayson,rean,paul,ali,mon,pola,monty ken ric.dampa.seafoods!aysus.calamares.sinigang sa miso.buttered tuna belly.baked tahong. buttered chili prawns.watermeloN! ta nabnabsug kame amin.12:30 am san idi malpas kame nga manganen.papanan mi pay? eastwood kano?hala!madinak nga mabalin nen mapan ngamin ta nasapa iti reviewk.natuloy da erik ngem sika da mon ric monty ken pola nagawidden.nagragsak nga rabii.nagragsak nga birthday ni ading ko eric..Dsc00236

ading.ipagpatuloy mo iti napintas nga pinangrugim iti pagsirek mo iti colegio.iti kinasingpet mo.attoy lang iti wish ko kingka, sapay kuma ta iyadayu ka ni apu dios iti sakit ken disgrasya.

tandaam datoy.haan ka nga malas.swerte ka,ok?ni mangng mo sarah adda lage ditoy nu kailangam wen?

Happy birthday ading ERIC!

love you.muah!

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urayen yo ni sinu iti maykadua nga agbday..hehe

Tuesday, September 19

since 1987



it's almost here. it's almost here. my best friend, karen...her birthday is almost here. wohoo. seems like yesterday...
i met karen when we started nursery school. we were classmates. i remember
our classroom back then to be very small but it had a lot of toys. lol. our teacher was ma'am natividad. back then, we went to school in pattao. in nursery school, we were both 2nd honor until we graduated kindergarten. we were both salutatorian. isn't that cute? we were tied. ha ha ha. in grade one, our teacher was mrs. peralta. there, she was 1st honor and i was only 3rd. it just proves that she's smarter than me. hahaha. karen, do you remember our playground at school? it was very dusty, but so much fun. what about all the big acacia trees at the school and the pansit and spaghetti in platic bags they sold at the canteen? it was so much fun even though life was just like that.

1990. she had to leave to go to the US because her parents were there. i understood because her family had to come first, but i do not think she wanted to leave the Philippines. she grew up with her aunt and uncle in pattao, who became her second parents. she didn't want to leave them and leave her friends. she was very sad when she left. she actually pleaded with her parents in the US if she could stay in the Philippines until she graduated from 6th grade, but they did not allow it. she was very sad and afraid to move to the states. she did not know anyone over there. however, she had to go and she had to get used to her new environment. new family faces, new language, new environment, new climate, new everything. when she left, i was very sad. but she did everything so that the ones she left in the PI were not unhappy. i remember since grade 2, we were already writing each other letters. when i was still in buguey, i would always go to our post office because she always had a letter for me. she was very sweet. karen, did you know that the first dollar i held and was mine was the ones you send me that very first christmas you were there. i was very happy when i received it. lol. when i moved for high school, the writing continued and we had a lot of conversations through letters.1999. she came to visit us in the PI. it was very nice seeing her. we were both growing up. she even came to stay overnight at our place in manila. it was so much fun. i miss it!karen is my true friend. she never forgot to send me xmas cards and bday cards everytime i celebrated my birthday. haha. she would call when she learned my mobile number. now, we chat online when we find the chance. she's inlove now, actually for a long time now. i just don't know when she's going to tie the knot. when are you getting married? my best friend and i are both crazy! hahaha. her birthday is on september 25th which will be her 24th birthday. wohoo!bessy, on your birthday, my only wish from lord is GOOD health for this friend of mine.

when will you be coming home here? 7 years already!come home already karen!i miss you so much.or should i just go there to see you just like you said?it's possible! :-)
best friends since 1987!
happy birthday BESSY!

Wednesday, September 13

heya bro!



sept 13. whose birthday was it?
i remember. there was one kid then. i grew up him. we were playmates. he was very nice to his parents. he had a lot of friends but i remember his best friend was carlo. very smart. he was the teachers' favorite in pattao. he was my partner in dance contests at schools. when he was young, he was already cute. really. it's true. we went to school together in high school at st paul. at a young age, he was already helping his dad at work. he likes to fix broken electric fans, cd players, etc. he would go with his dad on his project ventures with bridges. he would watch how these were built. he would receive academic awards. he is proficient in math. blue card awardee. etc. when he graduated from high school, i was secretly crying in my room. my mom was the same. because he had chicken pox and he had very high fever that he wasn't able to march across the stage to accept his diploma. it's so sad because it was a big accomplishment in his life. when he got to college, we even shared the same house in manila. he was so good. he wouldn't go out when his friends would invite him. i remember he would sermon us because we would always go out and we wouldn't come home till really late.

who is this i'm talking about?
it's the brother i love so much.
Vito Jr.
Dong is what we call him. to us siblings, he would be called daddy dong because of his sermons. he is a very kind uncle "kuyang dong" to my baby frances. one really smart engineer. how many projects do you have now, bro? hehehe...bro, you're 23 now. he he he he.

you're old now too. but that's okay. i know that your love for us never changes. you always put us before yourself. thank you my dear brother. even though i couldn't come home on this special day of yours, i am always praying to jesus that you are always happy on your birthday.

my wish for your birthday is that i hope you are always happy with everything you do. hope lord will never leave you alone. hope lord will keep you away from sickness and accidents. i wish you all the wonderful things in life. don't forget to thank god for everything.

happy birthday!

ate loves you so MUCH bro! muah!

Friday, September 8

fifth birthday



time is fast...only 22 more days until my baby girl's 5th birthday. it doesn't seem so long agowhen i was in the labor room screaming of pain.and when i woke up i had stitches on my stomach (CS). they admitted me to the labor room at midnight and for trying to have a normal delivery, by 4pm i
had to get CS.at delgado hospital in kamuning.

Baptism and the God parents.

Her first birthday was at bf homes caloocan.It was a lot of fun.2nd-4th birthday in tuguegarao. i wasn't able to attend 3 of her birthdays because i had final exams.my mom didn't let me go home.NOW, it's her 5TH BIRTHDAY! so fast! but now that her mom has graduated, she is sure that she will take care of her baby Frances Vita's 5th birthday! yipeee!

to my dearest frances vita,
on your 5th birthday anak,i want you to know that on every birthday mommy really wants to come home to be with you.to be with you to celebrate this happy and important day.sept 30.i want to hug you and say thanks to God for bringing an angel into my life. i kiss you and hug you like i never want to be away from you again.i want to tell you that I love you like i always tell you.because if you only knew how much i love you baby,you are my life.You are the one who gives me strenght in everything i do.


You are the reason why mommy is living.


my wish for your 5th birthday is wahat i always tell you. iwant you to grow up to be akind child to your playmates, to papa and mama and to all the people that love you.

and i would like to thank my mom and dad for always supporting me and my baby.if it weren't for them,we wouldn't have what we have today.

to all my siblings and cousins who are there always when i need somethingand who love my baby morethan just a niece.

to mon, for loving us so much. and for accepting us without a lot of questions.one very kind and nice husbond and loving dad to ces.

and to God, thank you for the GIFT.

thank you to eveyone!

a lot of drama,eh!

muah!

Thursday, September 7

you are the one



nya.yep, katatapos ko lang nagwatch ng movie.wehehehe kinilig nanaman ang lola mo.kase..kasi..kasi si Sam! lol ewan ko..basta nakakatuwa yung movie.basta nakakakilig.basta masaya.nakakatawa.sorry po,tao lang.lol katulad ng close to you nyang movie,patok ulit ito!hahahaha

Wednesday, September 6

photographer's night



miss it so much.
how did i get the chance to be with these very beautiful and very handsome photographers? they are beautiful inside and out. okay, kuya orly, my mom's niece's husband brought me along to the opening of their school workshop at west ave because he found out i have a passion for photography. not really right? kidding aside, when we arrived at west ave kuya orly introduced me to all the photographers. i think i was the only one who was not a photographer! i'm glad they are all kind. they talked and talked to me. drinks all around. wine for everyone. bottoms up! lots of talking and lots of laughing. but one thing i remember is that i got super drunk! as in! sure i had 3-5 bottles of wine! i don't know about Ms. Leah! ha ha ha. kuya orly told me that ms. agnes (one of the photographer's dentist) took me home. ha ha ha. so embarrasing. but all i can say is that i had such a great time with the photographers. they are true friends. i miss them so much..

Tuesday, August 29

night swimming



woah! when was the last time we went swimming? was it on my birthday? mmmh..yes! that's been such a long time. where was it? laguna? that's right! it was storming then. lol.

newei, last sat night we went swimming again in laguna. it was my ate's friend, Roberto's birthday. he is my friend, angelica's husband. they were our friends in buguey. btw, it was 9pm when we got to laguna. we ate right away. wow! grilled tilapia and catfish, pork barbeque, pansit, papaitan. sarap! plus dessert, of course you can't go without the birthday cake for the birthday boy. lol we were so full. drinking time! emperador for us. toast for me. emperador drink right away and then coke for the chaser. everyone drank. then swimming time. i said that i wasn't going to swim at the moment.i was at the edge of the pool and my brother pushed me into 6ft of water. hello?!! i'm only 5'1'' and i do not know how to swim! ha ha ha. it was a while until i got hold of the edge of the pool. argh! did i drown? not really.

it was a fun birthday for kuya bittong. drinking. singing.

Monday, August 28

sad naman



It's a nice feeling being inlove but when you get heartbroken, you tend to go to different places..

see different people..

hangout with your friends till dawn..

drink till you drop..

smoke and fly..

get wasted..

watch he most dragging scene..

laugh at the corniest joke..

smile to everyone..

when you know dip inside that all you wanna do is..

CRY....................

Thursday, August 24

zirkoh with ate cielo




bat kasama si Ms. K?

sunday night @ zirkoh timog.holiday kinabukasan.treat daw sitito june .cge, tara! asan si mon,bat ndi nakasama? naiintindihan ko. may usapan sila ng kuya nya magkitakita sila nila tentay sa las pinas.biglaan lang kase yaya ni tito.naisip ko si ate cielo wala ginagawa.tinext ko.gusto nya sumama.ayon.gabing puno ng tawanan.sigawang pakikipag usap sa ingay. muraang bading! puta.ulol.gaga.gago.lahat2.inuman. 3am na.uwi na mga kapatid at pinsan ko. nagpaiwan pa kame ni ate cielo. antay si mon at kuya franklin para sunduin kame. nakita namen Ms. K sa labas.sya guest. papic kame ni ate cielo.konti nalang tao sa loob. natapos ang show. umwi na muna kame sa bahay nila ate cielo sa times.doon na nag antay. kwentuhan.tawana. antok na kame.4 am dumating ang magkapatid. kwentuhan ulit.tawanan.6 am na kame nakauwi ni mon.tulog agad!masayang sunday night.sana maulit ulit.

sobra na ito



paggising.kailangan kumain.ulam sa lamesa, pritong tilapia at sunny side up na itlog.anong oras na ba? 12:30 na ng hapon?! hala! pano na yung appointment ko sa eskwela ng alas nuebe ng umaga? hayaan ko na. matawagan nga si jeff. may pasyente daw sya.tutuloy pa kaya ako ng eskwela? ako ay nahihiya.aking naalala.parang tumawag ang aking mahal kaninang als nuebe ng umaga. punung puno ng masasarap na salita galing sa kanya samantalang wala ako masabe sa sobrang antok parin.bye na then muna honey, ilove you.ang huling sinabi nya.ndi ko namalayan andami ko ng nakain.hahaha kaya ganito ang katawan ko.ndi na pumayat.argh.pero yaan ko na.ganito talaga ang buhay. naisip ko magfriendster. may friend requests at isang testi galing kay tigs. nakatext ko si ardee. nasa rob galleria. shopping dee? pareho kaming walang magawa.aya pakulay ng buhok.kaya lang sirang sira na buhok ko.pano kaya? sandali lang.may kasama ba ako dito sa bahay? WALA! hala! kailangan ko ng lumabas.katakot takot dito sa bldg namein ngayon.may nagpakamatay.tumalon mula sa 4th floor.bagsak nya sa harap ng door namen.sinong ndi matatakot!sige.ligo na ako.labas na ako.buhay.buhay!

Wednesday, August 23

fits



a person who truly loves you
is someone whoe sees the pain in your eyes
while everyone else still believes in the smile on your face..

Tuesday, August 22

three's



3 things in life when gone,never come back:

Time
words
Opportunity

3 things in life that should never be lost:

Peace
Hope
Honesty

3 thing3 in life that can destroy a person:

LUST
PRIDE
ANGER

3 things that are truly constant:

Change
Death
God

Monday, August 21

fair enough



7 ways to fight FAIR..

1.Don't hold back communication. You should
always feel free to express an upset or talk about
something you feel is wrong. Remember, it isn't
WHAT you say it's HOW you say it!

2.Make sure you have enough time to actually
hash out your differences. If you try to stop your
partner on his way to work, or you call her on your
lunch break, chances are you're going to be left
feeling dissatisfied and unacknowledged due to a
lack of time. If necessary, agree upon a future time
to discuss the matter at hand. Being considerate
of your partner's time contributes to the amount of
courtesy your partner will show when faced with
your discussion.

3.Don't assume anything! It is not possible to know
exactly what is going on, unless you actually hear
it from your partner's perspective. Don't try to
figure
out what they're thinking, just ask. It can save you
a lot of grief and avoid HUGE misconceptions by
taking the time to just talk it over.

4.Don't bring the past into a current discussion. If
you actually want a problem resolved you have to
make your partner feel like they can actually
resolve it. When you bring up the past you are
communicating to them, that no matter what
changes or efforts they given to improve the
condition, you will still hold them accountable for
past actions. Where's the motivation for
improvement there?

5.If something is your fault, say you're sorry! Don't
hold out and try to redirect the blame to something
or someone else. If you broke a promise, said
something you wished you didn't or did something
you'd rather not confess to, it's up to you to make
amends. Not only will YOU feel better about your
ability to come clean, but your partner will learn to
trust you more knowing you're willing to accept
responsibility.

6.Take a timeout before things get too heated. If
you feel your anger level rising, take a 15 minute
timeout to gain a new perspective. Take a walk,
listen to some music or do some housecleaning to
help dissipate your ire.

7.Don't fight in front of friends or family. You
automatically put the other person on guard when
you enter into a major disagreement in front of
others. In addition, instead of the disagreement
staying a personal matter, which it should be, it
now becomes open to other input. Trust me; you
do not want anyone else adding in their two cents,
even if it's in support of your feelings. Think
about it
from your partner's shoes. Would you actually give
an open and honest discussion if you felt you were
up against an army? Agree that you will both talk
about what happened away from prying eyes and
ears.

"The next time you want to see eye to eye, try
using your ears."

Sunday, August 20

now,go!!!



always learn to right ur HURTS in the sand

where winds of forgiveness can blow them away..

and to carve your blessings in the stone

where no wind can ever erase them..